☼ My Summer Goals ☼

Because Spring is here, I have been thinking ahead to summer...a lot. I've been thinking of what I want to do, what I want to look like...what I want to be capable of.

So here is me spit-balling about all the things that have crossed my mind.

 ☼ I want a job I enjoy. The last few years I have HATED where I work for the sake of money, but I really want to find a place I wouldn't mind coming back to year after year. (Although, I might have to find a few jobs in order to get the amount of money I need)
☼ I want to be taaan. I know, it's superficial. But I really do. The only thing is is that I am very pale naturally with pink undertones, so I burn easily. But I plan on gradually laying out for small amount of time everyday (I hear you are supposed to have 20 minutes of uncovered, no sunscreened, UV rays everyday for vitamin D...). And of course I will be using an SPF 8 on my body whilst doing this, and my normal SPF 30 on my face. I will probably even cover my face because I can put makeup on it and make it look tan anyways...
☼ Diligently use moisturizers and tanners. During the summer I let my beauty routine go pretty quickly for my body. But I plan on using my moisturizer everyday, and pick up another Tanwise (or I might splurge on Fake Bake..) and use it religiously so I can still look tan while I work on my real tan.
☼ No makeup. I really want to go barefaced a lot this summer. I want my skin to look great and sunkissed, and I just want to be able to go from the beach to camping without worrying about my skin.
☼ FITNESS. First off, I am aiming to reach my goal weight by May, but during the summer I want to start and finish P90x. I know that if I don't get summer lazy then it is quite possible, and I will look great. I am so done with feeling down on myself for how I look.

☼ Experiencing things. I want to camp. I want to do some small road trips. I want to jump off a cliff into water. I want to spend lots of time with friends. I want to sleep outside in a blow up pool with pillows and blankets. I want to have a BBQ. I just want to actually DO things this summer!

☼ I want to own cute clothes. Especially cute bikinis...
☼ And of course, horse shows. I reeeaaally want to do well. Not that I didn't do well last year, but this year will be my last most likely for a while, and I owe it to Rozee (and my coach, who has asked me to show her horse) to make it to champs. I have worked TOO HARD to let it slip through my fingers a second time.
 ☼ I just want to do things when I want to do them, and live my life and just enjoy it while I can because school comes eventually and I just need this time off to do me.

:)